School life attitude and personality
Ok, well im a student in grade 11 attending a normal secondary school. but the problem is that i have no motivation and dont care. thats it i dont no why and it is a real problem. i see people writing how they only do homework on occasions. where as i havent done homework since the first term of grade 8. my teachers have given up they dont even give me detentions anymore because it is a bigger waist of their time than it is mine. basicaly what i do is sit through every class and dont do anything and i mean anything if my teacher is lucky my book may open where a solid effort of drawings will occure.
none of my teachers are bad and i only look forward to 1 class and thats art because of the fact that im rewarded for oppening my book and drawing for the whole class. when my friends dont do their homework they come and ask me weither i have done it knowing that the answer is going to be a no and i am just one more person breaking their fall while the teacher comes down on them. but the funny thing is im probly one of the nicest guys you could meet.
im nice to everyone, i have chicks comming up to me and telling me their problems. iv had my teacher talking to me about how sexy our instructer was on an excursion (conversation never to be repeted) and the main problem is i cant lie i allways tell the truth. my teacher asks me why i havent done my homework and i reply "i was up till 2am on youtube and couldnt find time" my punnishment? i dont get one.
for example for my last accounting lesson i spent 70 min looking up attention dissorders and the affects of bordom. i hadent completed my homwork for that class and inbetween reading about bordom and leaning back in my chair i had a convesation with my teacher about her 2 children, i dont get a detention and go to break where i make my way around the school talking to my mates from the different groups. come to think of it as i am writing this very articale i should be doing my math assingment that i have had for 2 months and is due first up tomorrow morning and its allready half past ten (i havent started yet).
i now this is not a normal way to go about school but i dont think i can change and iv never failed a subject yet (no joke)is there somthing wrong with me?