Scared of sex
I have fucked a couple of guys and when i was younger in school and college I used to get with most guys and they'd at least finger me or I'd give them something but now I can't have sexual relations with anyone! I stopped being a mini hoe when i caught feelings for my best mate but he didn't return those feelings. After that I decided a bit of time on my own would be good for me, but this was going on 4 years ago! I am still masturbating but anything past kissing scares me? I don't know if its because I haven't done anything in a while or if it is because I'm still upset about the guy and what happened but I dont feel sad about it anymore- I dont even talk to him and haven't done for years?? Please help because you can't find love without sex and I'm lonely pmsl