Scared of needin to sh*t and not being able to
Okey, so it hasn't always been like this; I was like anyone else (I mean, I could never sh*t in school and only in public if it was breaking through)
A few months ago, I'd had gastro problems and had been medicated to stop the mouth vomit. What hadn't been explained to me was the eventual ass vomit.
I'd been stuck on the train like any other day when all of a sudden I got these massive stomach pains and I honestly thought I was going to f**king die. Few seconds later I realised there was a nasty chocolate slurry mixing around my bowels, so I duck waddled home, all the while enduring these horrible gut pains (kind of like a heart attack, but not) I got home, dumped the most god-awful, foul beast of a turd in the bowel and felt fine.
Since then however, I've been anxious about leaving the house for an extended period, or being trapped in a place where I won't have access to a sh*tter.
Does anyone else have this neurotic fear of no-sh*t zones? (especially due to traumic circumstances)