Scared of a friend!

ok well every time im alone i mastrobate.....i do it in my living room and there is a big windo with no curtians snd every time i mas, i happen to look over out the window and i see my FEMALE neibhor mastrobating too.. she made a porno web all about me and i visit it all the time!! i have soo many fans! its funny how much she realy nos!! !Im afriad she is gonna show someone i know but at the same time i want to give her more!! is that normal?