Sacrificing my daughter and son to odin.
Hello, I am a pagan that has been apart of an ancient religion for a very long time. It's a secret cult in Scandinavia. I have a very plain and simple question, which in some of you will be disgusted in, some will be interested and some just plain blow away.
Basically I am a father of 2 beautiful children, we are a family of Scandinavian-Mythology, otherwise known as Norse Mythology, some of you may know it as VIKING religion.
Every couple of years, my secret order that has worshiped my gods for the past thousand years have sacrificed family members to appease our gods, this time it is my turn to sacrifice my daughter and son, and I'm starting to wonder if my gods exist, they have never answered any of my prayers and I need to know if Odin is real, I have come to you guys to help me make a final decision on my daughter and son, I have a matter of months to think about this and I need some help to know if It's normal to fear my children aren't going to Valhalla like our oracles say they will.
In conclusion, should I fear for my children's safety in the afterlife?