Romance with robot jenny
I am, what you would call, a misanthropic loner who endures the unwanted and the unexpected. I've never had a girlfriend (only time was at age 6) during my teen years and I'm not good with socializing, though I'm not inept or awkward.
Anyway, those things may somehow attribute to my attraction to XJ9, or Jenny from My Life as a Teenage Robot. She's quite the gynoid, though she is most that I mock; a dumb trendy teenager striving for acceptance in a dumb society.
It all began when I was lurking though the internet, and then I saw something rather "unpleasant." It was jenny, but she wasn't wearing pants, and behind was Brad sticking out his C&#! It was Rule 34'd. (Rule 34 means that anything can be made into pornography) So that's how I met her.
I was left wanting more, so over 2 months I "indulged" in jenny wakeman. Then something happened. I didn't think it could happen but it happened anyway. I realized it was not the sexual depictions with which I was interested, it was her.
So I went from craving a robot in a sexual manner to having a light passion towards her. It's sort of a romantic yearning. Soon I was watching MLAATR episodes to see my dear Jennifer as she was meant to be; cute and funny with adventure ahead. The show itself is rife with some rather farcical and enjoyable humor that I use as a getaway from my mental troubles. Thing is, the many things some would label "lame" or "corny" in the show I find funny or cute. Like Jenny's desire to meet the new cute guy at school; I find that so endearing! About a few months ago I despised the average "tween" and its mindless indulgence with pop culture and societal affairs irrelevant to humanity. Odd, what a human tween does kills my buzz, but when Jenny does it then I'm quick to shrivel like a schoolgirl. Oh, and her voice is so intoxicating when made out to be. She's just beautiful. I would choose her over a human woman any day.
So as of this day I still ruminate upon her grace, though it's not an obsession. I draw her in the correct anatomy, unlike the show's creators. I don't have a sexual fetish over her anymore, and to a point I am happy with that. But you should know that this is not my first fictional romance. About a year ago I had a romantic, never sexual, attraction towards EVE from Wall-e. Boy was that a romance! And before then I had one for Sally from Cars. Eventually the first two faded away, but they were intense nevertheless.
So now I'm wondering if this romance with Jenny will last. Is it normal for me to have such attraction towards a fictional character, a robotic gynoid to be exact? Help me and thank you for your support.