Reoccurring dreams about my missing cat?
I had a cat that I was very close to. She went missing about 4 years ago and still to this day I get that hollow feeling in my chest when thinking about her. I have not felt the connection I had with her, with any other cat. I have cats now. I love them but it's just not the same. Anyway, even after all this time, I have dreams about her. In about 80% of these dreams I end up finding her somewhere. I am overjoyed and amazed that I found her.
This is where it gets confusing... I'll put her in a backpack (I have no idea why it's always a backpack) because I don't want her to go missing again. But before the dream ends I knowingly let her "free" and I'll watch her walk away or I'll sit her down and before I know it, she's gone. I always find her in different places; old neighborhoods I've lived in; places I've never seen; or by my current house.
I dream about her AT LEAST once a month. She was just an awesome cat. Is it normal that I have these reoccurring dreams about her? Is it because I miss her so much?