Removing condom during sex

here is the thing i cant stand condom, to be honest i don't event think it's sex, it's just rubbing yourself on some rubber while the outside rubbing on her, i don't get the point, i have bang so many girl bareback an never catch a dam thing, i don't get the big deal but we all going to die one day anyway so when it happen it happen, might as well have a blast while we r here, the worse thing is having her give u a condom, the first time i did this i was young, maybe 21 or something like that don't no, there was this Chinese girl is her nice sexy white panties like Japanese porn lol, so once we get in doggy i remove it an start to fuck her bareback man that was heaven, i came inside her, she was piss i told her it burst, she didnt buy my bullshit an never bang me again lol, an i pay for her morning after pill, bad experience!!!another time i was in usa, met this girl my bother in law cousin or some thing, we hang out, they left us inside the house, we start to fuck man it was uncomfortable for some reason the condom burst, not my doing, i was like dam this start to feel good i came inside her... after we were finish i notice, i didnt say a word to her about it... she didnt notice to be honest i dont think i came allot, i masturbate the day before. when i went home a couple month after i heard she was pregnant, an her boyfriend married hey yeaaa!!!!! but man she was hot....most girl no a days never ask for condom but u will find the odd one that does, i have fuck girl 5 minutes after meeting them without any condom in toilet, i remember fucking this hot mixrace girl in Portugal, here is what happen, i would consider myself 9/10, 6ft2 long hair rip, u got to take care of yourself, they always find me dreamy. so i met this girl after i got ditch by 2 girl lol it happen one German an Portuguese, so walking in the street meet this girl we get chatting she told me she is going to a party an invite me, i said ok but we need a story unless her friends will find the situation crazy, so she told them we r old friend from London, because she use to live in London, we all hang out till night we pass each other at the bathroom an kiss an i choke her but nothing happen just kiss. so we went to the club i told her i only have like 40euroes left for 2 days lol which was true. man she was so eager, we find an ally way an fuck, she had dam condom in her bag an give me one, i did they told her i am going to remove it she didnt understand at first what i was saying, but she notice an was like no, i told her to shut up an stuck my raw dick into her, we did doggy in the ally way until i came inside her, she was on birth control which make no sense if your not fucking without condom lol, so i went to the club where her friends is to drop her off, by the way for some reason i keep thinking she might be a prostitute!!!! so after drop her off an she meet up with her friends, someone invite me into club, some dude i was thinking he might be gay but who cares, he pay for me an buy me a drink. she was piss off, saying though u didnt have any money but now u see your friend u have enough...all i said was i will give u some space... go to the other side this hot german girl come over to me asking me if i no where her hostel is, i told her i am here travelling an just having fun, but i no where mine is, then told her i am on holiday, so just having fun, i take her to the dance floor to fuck her but it wasnt busy enough plus she was wearing shorts, which is bad for sex in club lol, skirt r dress is good. so i hold her hand take her to the toilet, the door wasnt closing properly so i hold it with one hand pull down her shorts , she was like not stop i just reply yea this is so bad we should stop , take my dick out an shove it into her, fuck her for like 5 minute, lol not very long but it's a club... came inside her then with the minute after we finsih an exchange number the door guy come an was like u need to leave, she disappear lol, i told this guy sure but i need to wash my hand an my dick first lol, so he start grabbing my hand i get angry so he leave go get someone else so i wash my cock then start washing my hand, the other guy come so i told him i am washing my hand he said ok, so i did then leave outside they guy was telling me i disrespect the place, so i start walking home, about 5 minutes walk, but into the most beautiful Portuguese girl of all time, i ask her for direction because bitches love to give direction lol, she told me where to go, to be honest i no where i was going lol, we chat for 5 minutes exchange number i pull out all my game but i didn't work, so i went back home an sleep, me an the Portuguese girl chat for a while then i died out, the German girl never reply to my message lol