Relive trauma when i masterbate

I was raped as a child and as a teenager and whenever I masterbate it feels like the trauma is happening again. Is it normal?

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Based on 5 votes (4 yes)
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  • Shmendan

    Why do you masturbate then?

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    • Because despite that I still sometimes get really horny

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      • Shmendan

        Try to think about something sexy then i suppose. You know it wasn’t your fault so try to associate the feeling with ectasy and pleasure.

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        • Shmendan

          By the way, are you male or female?

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          • Female

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  • Vincent141004

    I'm I'm sorry that happened. Why would you masterbate if it traumatizes you.

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