Really weird fetish

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I know Im really strange. People I dont even know sometimes thing Im strange. So its not really a question of am I or aren't I. Its a question of how bad is it?
Im over twenty and have never had a girlfriend. I also have very few friends at all. I often cant stand other people and get so frustrated with them that I often fantasize about killing people, even commiting canabalism.
But it gets even better. This is the part that really makes me strange. I secretly, and quite frequently as in daily, masturbate to strange porn and fantasies. How strange?
An hour ago, I wrote a story about being raped(Im a dude) by a dragon and then got off by reading it. The dragon was also male.
The thing is, Im not even gay. Well obviously a little, but I only find women attractive and am hypnotised by the sight of a woman's body, but I can only get off with the thoughts of a monster of somekind dominating me.
So, really pushed the limits right?

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  • PunkZombie
    13 years ago

    Yeah, I've had fantasies about demons before. My favorite is one where there are two of them, both male and they tie me up and do whatever they want. Sometimes, I dream about three but it's not as often as with two.

    Last night I dreamed I fell in love with an android. He had no emotions toward anything. I would say he "liked" me though.

    These are the most vivid dreams I've had, but sadly they're rare.

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  • markzins
    13 years ago

    Dude Its not bad that you have these thoughts, it is quite normal to hate people. as far as the thoughts of killing i can understand. as far as your sexual fantasies, dude everyone has their weird turn ons me for example i have an inflatable fetish, anything filled with air turns me on. so don't be ashamed, thats who you are, its what makes you unique, and you should be proud of that.

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  • tomcat1974
    13 years ago

    u r a bored twisted demented little shit. but thats ok. find some way to fill the void without hurting someone or urself. and dont let it affect ur family life. pay a ho to beat u and ram things up ur ass. every now and then. thats what i would do. seriously, this is not a hate comment.

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  • Alaskaraven
    14 years ago

    They say at any given time there are as many as 40 serial killers operating in the U.S.... don't end up being one of them. This world is screwed up enough.

    Find some chick that wouldn't mind dressing up and torturing you a little bit during sex.

    Stop the weird shit, if you dwell on it, it can become worse, and tell me how your life will EVER be happy if you indulge it.

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  • DrGOODFUCK
    14 years ago

    What kind of strange porn, exactly?

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  • Rockalypse
    14 years ago

    Those are some pretty intense antisocial thoughts and feelings you're harboring, but it sounds like you already realize that. It sounds mocking and overly simplistic, but you need to get out more. Less time delving into new depths of social isolation and more clawing your way back into life.

    You may need the assistance of a therapist to get you back on the right track. Nothing to feel ashamed about, but your happiness is in your hands and the road you're on is a dark and lonely one. I'm not telling you anything new, but please, do something.

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