Pot controls me.

I am an 18 year old highschool senior and I can't go more than a few days without weed. I've robbed my parents and borrowed money from people, I've stolen small amounts of weed directly, and I frequently am high in public. I haven't gotten good grades in ten years even though I used to be in every gifted program ever and was a top notch kid. Weed was introduced when I was 14, and I feel so despondent with my grades and skipping because I can't possibly go to a top tier school anymore and it bothers me immensely. I combat all of my problems with marijuana, and I'm the epitome of a lazy stoner. I focus better stoned at this point anyway because when I'm sober anxiety and fear cloud my everything. I know it's my fault, but I just don't know what to do after all of these stagnant years. Thanks all.

you're just a lazy kid who needs to pull his head out of his ass 30
you're over thinking this like everything else you edgy shit 3
addiction depends on your personality, yours must be weak 10
(other) drop a comment 4
totally normal, lot's of stoner kids around just chill 7
pot can actually be addictive, you aren't a failure :) 17
who cares, weed don't hurt nothin' man 6
Help us keep this site organized and clean. Thanks!
[ Report Post ]
Comments ( 5 )
  • Azaman

    LSD

    Comment Hidden ( show )
  • riffraffy

    Habit: cue > routine > reward
    Feel anxious/bored > smoke > relief

    You can't change the cue or the reward of a habit, but you can change the routine. Next time you feel the urge, try something else. Videogames, exercise, whatever.

    Comment Hidden ( show )
  • McBean

    Pot relieves the anxiety it creates. Why not grow your own? Then you will have more pot, more cash flow, and more anxiety.

    Comment Hidden ( show )
  • CommunismTho

    It's all in moderation brother

    Comment Hidden ( show )
  • WOODESITY

    That's why it's better to start smoking after 18 when you have your own money and your brain is enough developed than you'll control yourself and not pot. Also weed is not addictive and have no withdrawal.

    Comment Hidden ( show )