Porn addiction
I stand before you all today addicted to internet porn. Maybe its the lack of sex I seem to get in my life that drew me to the beautiful women of the internet. How it started I cannot really tell you. What scares me is I have started to find new extreme levels of satisfaction. First it started off looking at the usual porn then it turned to interracial porn and from there it all got out of control. I found my self one day jerking off to tranny porn. I thought at first it was ok because they still looked like women but then I found my self looking directly at their c*cks and enjoying the thought of it in my mouth. Then if thats not enough I made a turn for the worst. Animal porn is my new thing. I love the dog on girl videos and I have found after jerking it to that a few times I cannot find my way back to the normal girl just posing naked or the girl on girl or even the guy on guy. I look at it like I have a problem and need some type of help. Its just I dont know of any AA meetings out there that are going to let me in the door to explain my problem. It does not make me a fag or weirdo I just need a little help.
This is not a bullsh*t post so serious thoughts and ideas or even your sh*tty opinions will be appreciated.
Thanks
Harold.