Porn addiction

I stand before you all today addicted to internet porn. Maybe its the lack of sex I seem to get in my life that drew me to the beautiful women of the internet. How it started I cannot really tell you. What scares me is I have started to find new extreme levels of satisfaction. First it started off looking at the usual porn then it turned to interracial porn and from there it all got out of control. I found my self one day jerking off to tranny porn. I thought at first it was ok because they still looked like women but then I found my self looking directly at their c*cks and enjoying the thought of it in my mouth. Then if thats not enough I made a turn for the worst. Animal porn is my new thing. I love the dog on girl videos and I have found after jerking it to that a few times I cannot find my way back to the normal girl just posing naked or the girl on girl or even the guy on guy. I look at it like I have a problem and need some type of help. Its just I dont know of any AA meetings out there that are going to let me in the door to explain my problem. It does not make me a fag or weirdo I just need a little help.

This is not a bullsh*t post so serious thoughts and ideas or even your sh*tty opinions will be appreciated.

Thanks
Harold.

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  • PREGNANCYISHOT

    It has gotten to the point where I had to buy a 9 months practise pregnant belly suite which I had to give up in March 2013, since my one and only bf found it and took to a charity shop. However I never really said that I had brought it or why. I feel empty without it.

    I loved to still act very very fat and pregnant too wearing tight clothes (sometimes I wear an old swimming suite stuffed to the max) and a very tight belt. It does not feel the same anymore, and does not feel like I am carrying a baby.

    Reading all of these comments on this website about pregnancy, sex, masturbating and porn turns me on, so wet!!!! God help me.... towel rubbing me feeling so nice

    I am pre-longing the end so much it is making me feel like crap, like I am not having a baby :-(, I do that so much these days. Cannot say why I love to make it last so long that the feeling turns to crap and not like nice masturbating anymore

    It is an itch that want go away lol I agree without some pregnancy porn at times to masturbate too, it would not be so good. Everyone should enjoy porn now and again, or sexy things which turn them on - for me big fat pregnant tummies.

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  • stupidassholeguy

    I didn't quite (as is hardly) get that, but I don't see how porn is addicting. I'm not hooked after almost 3 years. I guess it's a LITTLE addicting, but barly any.

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  • Sweetie2008

    Your Bi, ANYWAY i like boy on boy porn too. But I'm a girl

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  • Danno888

    A suggestion is a website called Your Brain On Porn. Not a religious website. It presents rational, more often than not science based, evidence on how it effects the brain. It also presents info on how people, men in particular, see big improvements in their lives (socially, sexually, professionally) once they are off this crack. Also, check out reuniting dot info. Another site with the same information. Reuniting has a forum where you can read how guys are overcoming the addiction and seeing success.

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  • TheGasManCometh

    Seriously, you've got to quit! Porn is obviously addictive, highly so to people like you. That would be fine if it was harmless, but it's not - not to a large amount of the people involved in producing it, and not to you either - you will end up unable to have a normal relationship.

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  • andyzx1

    haha, pretty normal, try getting rid of your internet and just using the cafe's wifi, you cant look at porn there, or go out on the pull more often, its a numbers game. Porn usually fills in for me when there's no pussy about and then when she comes, well I wake up wanking and then there's getting laid and back to the porn. Varying rates of desensitization, now i prefer semi clothed hotty's but 10 years ago b4 uni horse porn was great through the projector

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  • softboy

    I've become desensitised to porn and can't get an erection watching it now. Maybe I need to look of more esteem stuff any suggestions? Guys or girls

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  • l0ngb0w

    Ummmm..... I'm not sure exactly what you want to hear.

    Fist off, its normal to be courious about different things, but not to become attached to things at that end of the spectrum.

    You need to got cold turkey on the porn. ALL PORN. First for a coupple of days, then go have a wee peep. Then stay away for a week, wee peep. Then a month, wee peep. After this if you haven't reverted back then your about stuffed, this will be your thing for ever.

    There is always the other option - get a girl friend - but even that might not work....

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  • PREGNANCYISHOT

    am a lady and cannot stop watching pregnancy hardcore porn and having a good masturbate to it all.
    Its gotten to the point where I had to buy (and now wear) a 9 months practise pregnant belly suite to do the job it fells so much better than stuffing myself and the best thing I brought. I love wearing it while watching pregnancy hardcore porn or stuff re pregnancy on TV or YouTube then masturbate rubbing a bath towel in-between my fanny and crossing my legs, when no one is around. Has anyone else brought one of these practise pregnant belly suite? I am thinking of wearing my suite one day around my village to see if any looks at me and to see how much turned on I get.

    I too cannot see women, friends, family members or teachers pregnant in real life without being wet below and sexily aroused.I believe I would have to see something about pregnancy to get me in the mood before sex God I am so turned on now I need to go masturbate good and hard, as I am very wet too. View my story to read more!

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