Poor hygien

I havnt had a wash in nearly 3 months, i just hate baths it's a big effort for me and waste of time. I havnt even changed my bed sheets in 6 months, no amount of after shave or deodorant will cover the smell, it may smell gross to others but the smell really turns me on, the smell of my penis when i dont wash is so horny!!!! Does any one else feel the same about that cheesy kind of smells or am i alone?? am i normal, is this normal?????