Physcotic

I'm Moody.. Too Moody.. It's almost So that i seem to have a Split personality Because my Mood Changes so Darasticly that I Could Be Perfectly Happy and go Straight to How'd Anyone would feel if There Best friend Just Died By Your Hand.. But When I'm In my Depressive State.. I Feel like Something Deep inside my Soul Hurts.. It's like it's crying out and It's a Very vengeful feeling like I want to take my Cleaving knife to Every one who's ever hurt me and chop them all up into little Tiny Pieces.. i some times think about it and start laughing and then my eyes will cry but it's like i don't feel it,, it's like at that moment my emotions are compleatly isolated from the rest of me and i feel out of place and very violent I Don't ever Feel like myself when i'm in this state.. Can Someone Help Me ???

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  • afoolinj

    I also sometimes feel Physcotic (Physically Scottish In Control).

    I like to talk in a Sean Connery accent during those times. Perhaps make out with wee bonny cousins while I do it.

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  • Jesus Fucking Christ What in the fuck is wrong with kids today? Get over your stupid feelings and spend your time doing something constructive like reading a book to grow a brain or getting to know your parents better.

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    • cc815

      YEA!!!

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  • insanebotv21

    Pathetic.... can't even spell psychotic right! And you think you're insane? No! You're not. Not even fucking close.

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  • riteplow

    I would have wanted to be alone and read something interesting. You can get drunk with your friends day after day.

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  • myweirdself16

    i have felt like that before. i suddenly feel angry for no reason and lash out, then the next i'm perfectly content. and then i get extremely annoyed but i dont say anything.

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  • AnaAmina

    Wow, I'm sorry about all the rude comments you got. People, they cannot control their feelings. They want help. Don't be such judgmental idiots.
    You should see a psychiatrist. I don't think you have bipolar disorder as someone suggested, as someone with bipolar disorder, your mood do not shift that rapidly (unless you have rapid cycling-but even that usually is atleast a week of either mood). Also, you have major changes in your sleeping patterns. In depressive state, you may sleep for 18 hours a day and still feel tired, but while manic you may sleep only 4 and feel energised. You're not psychotic. Someone who has psychosis experiences things that are not real, whether that be seeing, hearing, smelling or tasting things that are not there, or believing things that are not true (delusions). Try looking up Borderline Personality Disorder. I would have to ask you more questions to know whether you had it (and even still, I am not a doctor, but I have been through A LOT of psychiatric stuff in my life and lots of different diagnoses before they got the right one). But people with Borderline have rapid changes in mood. They will feel extremely angry and vengeful and it will only last hours. So maybe that's something to look into. But the best thing to do would be to see a doctor and tell them the things you are experiencing. They will most likely refer you to a psychiatrist.

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  • nothing2

    just chill and try not to hurt anyones feelings. roll with what you can and find help for what you can't.

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  • jen79

    hello to my twin sister!! i do the same shit. i get so low, lower than dirt and want to die, then i think about doing thelma and louise, or marylin monroe way. im going out like marylin monroe i have decieded. then crying comes with isolation, and the nearist pill bottle or bottle of wine so i drown myself untill it goes away. then 2 to 4 hours later im fucken crazy again. I HAVE VOICES IN MY HEAD. FOR YOU STUPID PEOPLE THAT DON'T HAVE VOICES IN YOUR HEAD PLEASE DON'T GIVE AND OPINION ON AN EXPERIENCE YOU NEVER HAD. THANK YOU MY CRAZY FRIENDS. ps i can't spell for shit!!

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  • Wutth

    Hey man ignore the doosh bag d*icks that commented this....I am the exact same way and I know it can ruin friendships and it feels uncontrolable but your not crazy. I went and got diagnosed by a doctor with bi-polar disorder. I'd imagine you have it too. Just talk to your doctor and go to therapy...you can get meds to control it and it'll all be alright lol...good luck with that man :)

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  • AmINormal789

    Nobody on this website can help you. Go talk to a psyciatrist. Youll probably be diagnosed with depression or something.

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  • Giovanna

    tbf, i'm exactly the same
    and i really dislike it :/
    erm... i think it may be bipolar
    that sort of thing runs in my family
    see a doctor?

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  • Zombiegamer

    What the hell, the poster bears his soul to the world, asking for advice and all that two people can do is complain that his/her spelling and grammer skills are not perfect! Do you honestly think he/she cares when he/she has this potentialy seriouse problem!

    As for the answer i agree with the other posters, that you are bi-polar.

    And to ,IAMGOD, are you joking, or are you really a Christian/Catholic? Because i thought those religions taught not to worship false idols, and your name contradicts that!

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  • Mentalomen

    I will help you

    email me at [email protected]

    I'll also talk to you thanks~

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  • awatcher

    Go to www.medlineplus.gov and find some help. We just had one man go on a shooting rampage, we can hopefully avoid another one. If you need help locally google mental health help and your locale name. Good luck.

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  • littlegirl0

    Manic Depressive Type 2

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  • souriyu19

    First off you don't really sound psychotic. Being what people may call 'Psycho' is actually having a problem with what's real and what's not real. You sound like someone who is Bi-polar or very depressed which could lead to something worse if you don't seek some kind of attention.

    Also, I understand what you say about your friends and I often would do that too, thinking to myself and wondering why I felt this way. Some times it's a result of the movies we watch and sometimes I guess we just have thoughts like that.

    Maybe you should take a break from it all. Take a walk or something when you feel depressed like that. A lot of my friends say writing is a good way to organize your thoughts...

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  • You sound messed up and dramatic. Go see a counsellor.

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  • CalvinNHobbes

    Quit doing "X", and study your grammar lessons.

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    • th11803

      dont tell people what to do its a computer so f***ing get used to it

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  • smiler

    why have people been so nasty here. you sound bipolar. it would be an idea to speek to someone about this. ignore all the bad comments here they clearly dont have a life.
    Good luck with it all
    xxx

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  • xXraven13Xx

    dude ive been there, talk to someone it
    WILL work out, see a counselar or a doctor they can help you, when you go into that "angered" state take a deep breath find something constructive or stress-relieving to do. i find that hiking, bike riding, or just writing out ur feelings help. it could be that u have a disposition hadwired to you like bipolarity or something, or it could be past events that have happened to you and ur emotions are just waysthat ur mind is trying to deal with this event even though its in the past.

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  • B_CaptivAte

    What i just said isn't for the asker...it's for the people who reply...o_O

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    • Sweet_peaches101

      thank You For Noticing... some People are Plain Out RUDE
      but I'm Glad You've got some decentcy

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  • secretme

    Therapy. ;)

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  • 84tuesdays

    Bipolar. It's a legit mental illness, and it sounds like you have it.

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  • CandyFace

    If you are fealing this way, seek a doctor or someone who can speak to you with past experience. I DO NOT think you are messed up or sick, just need help.

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  • you sound like a emo, i wish i could be as emo as you

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    • Sweet_peaches101

      Well See I'm not Really That Emo Eather I'm More like if a Rainbow Raped a Goth Kid and they had a Baby That'd Be Kinda Like Me LoL

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    • penis91

      Oh, Flikr I wanna fuck you so hard, People call me emo and I think I need to get laid....by you.

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      • th11803

        i really dont think u should say that...grow up cuz if u think this is funny...HELLO it aint

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  • DiscoDuck

    You need drugs and/or a straight jacket.

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  • B_CaptivAte

    WOW some people here use a lot of vulgar words...I'm amazed o_O

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  • you NEED to kill yourself

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    • peterrabbyt69

      and you need to suck me off again

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