Permatrip without drugs?

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I have a weird brain, but not in a bad way. It's almost I've been on something for years without ever taking anything. I think about bizarre stuff, aliens, spirits, mediumship and think very, very illogically about everything, once in a while get sketched out for utterly no reason about the government coming after me or some shit and even hallucinate when I shut my eyes at night like sometimes and hear stuff like all sorts of commentaries on me and my life and they talk to each other and stuff and I sometimes get these trippy distortions of sound and stuff when sober and have for a long time where it's like it's saying stuff kinda. I suppose some of it is probably brain fry from doing drugs but I kind of had it well before I ever did drugs like even when I was a kid, I saw/heard dead people on rare occasion. I have seriously considered the possibility of being some type of psychic or medium, or possibly a clairvoyant but I don't really think I am but maybe I am who knows. I used to think I was nuts, but that really bothered me because I don't really think I am. I know that's what other people would probably think of me, but in a way I am, but I'm really not. I basically function and am not really crazy, at least not that crazy.

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[Old Memory]

9 years ago

Possibly schizophrenia or some other type of psychosis.
I was diagnosed schizoaffective and while the meds seemed to get rid of it, it is like being on some kind of weird drug, although I haven't done any drug that causes the same effects. Only intensifies it.

Look on the bright side though. We don't have to pay for drugs.

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- Anonymous Post Author
  
  9 years ago
  
  I don't think I have schizophrenia or anything like that really because I function fairly well and all, I just want to clarify, I don't really feel like I'm tripping or high unless I am actually messed up. I just think about all sorts of strange things and stuff and hear voices at night and a few times have had weird visual stuff but none of it bothers me. I know the whole "hearing voices that comment on your life" is something people with schizo usually experience but for me it isn't scary or bothersome. I accept it and have learned to enjoy it/have some control over it. I'm glad I am the way I am actually, and I'd definitely pass on the medications and stuff they give people. I was just wondering if many other people on this site experience these things. I just have a very weird illogical and fantastical way of thinking and I hear voices a lot at night and I also see some sort of glow around people a lot as well which I have read about after experiencing it and learned that I am able to see auras very frequently and often at will. I have never really done anything too outrageous, I am a functioning member of society, and none of this bothers me. To me, it isn't a bad thing or anything, just obviously pretty majorly different than how most people's heads work. Honestly, if I didn't have whatever this is I think my life would kind of suck because it would be boring, uninteresting, and I like having the inner guidance and sometimes comfort that my experiences give me.
  
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    9 years ago
    
    The hallucinations never bothered me much either. It was more disorganized and negative symptoms that made me want to take medication.
    
    Personally I think psychotic disorders are overactive extra sensory perception that goes haywire and makes people go nuts.
    
    It sounds like you just haven't gone haywire which is good but be careful with drugs because you may have susceptibility to insanity.
    
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    - Anonymous Post Author
      
      9 years ago
      
      Obviously I know that I'm more "insane" than most people given the fact that I experience all this weird, freaky stuff that most people don't. I'm also not into drugs like I use to be, for me, it's basically just beer and weed from time to time. I'm not a big druggy or anything
      
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pixie_dust

9 years ago

You should think about having a past life reading. Or maybe get your tarot cards read. (it's not satanic or demonic as some religions would say, just like reincarnation is real against popular religious belief, but ouija is bad bcuz you're giving yourself up for possible possession) but anyway, just bcuz you have this 6th sense or 2nd nature, or what have you, it means you have it in you to use the powers of the mind more on the surface than your average person. Maybe go to a metaphysical shop and play with the meditation crystals (like quartz, amethyst, etc) and see if any of them you feel comfortable with.

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- Anonymous Post Author
  
  9 years ago
  
  I do use crystals sometimes and there is one particular crystal that I feel definitely raises my frequency significantly. I agree that I have more access to the powers of the mind than most, not that I'm a genius, just that I'm more in touch with the unconscious than most people.
  
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