Pent up anger over childhood

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Plz help...This is the first time I've spoke of this...when I was 8 yrs old my mom and dads friend came over and she brought her kids. The youngest 1, 12 yrs old took me in the bathroom and did things to me...bad things ppl go to jail for doing to kids...idk how he knew stuff like that at 12...but what he did is burnt in my mind...I get so pissed off when i think about this...wat he did to me...i now have problems talking about my sextuality and any kind of feeling, cause of anger. I'm 19 now and have weird attractions to guys...I dnt wanna call it gay but...idk at this point...I'm so ashamed of myself... is it normal for someone to go through this and feel this way

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  • [Old Memory]
    13 years ago

    Go to therapy and talk there... It really helps!!

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  • stealinsugars
    13 years ago

    It's normal to feel the way you do, but you can get help to see the incident for what it really was. You were taken advantage of and traumatized by that boy. The first poster is correct is saying you need help with this. Please seek the help of a counselor or therapist. Good luck!

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  • soccer2
    13 years ago

    Normal. U had a traumatic experience. Go talk to a psychologist. This isn't really something u can solve on your own. I'm sorry this happened to. But it was not your fault so don't feel ashamed

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