Paranormal romance

I don't know how to start , or even how to describe my story with her. I met a girl two years ago in a foreign country. We belong to two different countries. In those two weeks during which we saw each other; a paranormal romantic feelings invaded our souls , time then was like a rocket, fast enough to finish my best moments in Life. I have never met a girl with such a compatible mentality with mine. She has the best character, with unearthly beauty. When I meet girls I tend to think of them sexually. But she was an exception , All what I needed is just to sit beside her with her head on my chest and holding each other. The weird story is it has been two years and she never left my mind , every second inaugurates a new millennium of thinking of her. I knew when we left the foreign country that we will meet in a long time, because we live very far away. I tried hard to forgot her but every time I try it is getting worse. Is she thinking about me? that's a very hard, yet comforting question. I tried dating other girls, but it meant to fail, Because afterwards, I figured out that I dated these girls because they have something in common with her- like hair or skin, or way of talking. I feel that there is a happy ending , but I pray it should be soon, because my feelings are falling apart like a big building. The worst hell is to see her with another guy, because then I will be pretty sure that this life has no sense of justice. Is it normal to feel this way?