Overly strict on myself
So where I live is in a stay at home order; which means staying at home unless essential. I take this seriously and literally as I stay at home 80% of the time, not even going outside for fresh air. I feel resentful because I can't see my fiance while some are spending time with their significant others. We haven't spent time with each other since Christmas. It feels like when it's about to end, it gets extended for a certain reason. It makes us feel like our love is like food dangling in front of us. However, gets yoinked out of our reach once we get get closer to the food.