Only gay before i cum

Ps. Straight dudes don't call it "man sperm". Don't let the guys at work here you saying that one either.

Ok. I know this sounds odd, but I feel you, original poster. Men are the SOLE thing I can cum to. Penis/Guy. But once I cum, I'm 100% disinterested in who/what I came to. I'm a girl...... BUT I'm straight, I assume. But I do not fall in love with men. It's strictly sexual. I date, but can't commit. Guys even becoming a nuisance, incredibly easy, to where I just want friendship. Emotionally, I love women. Affection etc comes more natural, but I'm not a lesbian. It's really weird. I'm incredibly intuitive, self aware, in touch with myself, but I can't seem to pin why I only like men sexually. I know masurtbating can take all sorts of roads, taboos, oddities.. But as a straight girl to get off to guys, yet dislike them so much outside of an orgasm, it's just odd. See, sexuality can BE impulsive and casual / in the moment. Something can turn you on to the point of no control and utter stimulation, then be totally finished with and even grotesque, after you orgasm. That part is some human nature (being over the passion so suddenly), yet the grostegue aspect isn't. So I'm confused as well. I can cum to a guy jerking off, then nearly slam the computer shut once I cum. Because it is just so 'dull, lifeless, unappealing' afterwards. I don't understand why as a girl, who doesn't want to date women, just can't like a guy outside of an orgasm. I feel the same way as the original poster, it's just sex/sexual, then I'm over it and them (guys)... What is up, here?

Heres what we have:
An out of control spending problem for a hairy gay guys porn tricks, you explosively climax at the sight of these hairy guys, but you are only gay UNTIL your splattery orgasm is through, am I correct?

Does being gay suddenly go away because you shot your wad? Think again. Your shut down after a hefty mangasm like any other guy. Then, you are sexually full and can't believe you whacked off to guy porn again. Who doesn't feel "full" after sex? Point: Dude, your gay. No straight guy would go to the lengths you havefor the things that you have.

FYI. Being gay is NOT for sissies. The sissies are the little straight hangers on bitches whining, "I Loooove to eat cum, but I'm straight. Why u beleeve mee dontcha?

haaaaaaaaa GAY!!!

I have the same issue honestly.
And we’ll play devils advocate real quick.
Hypothetically let’s just say I’m “gay” Simply because my mind and body respond to the stimulation of taboo...

Do you have any idea how many gay men fuck straight dudes who think they’re gay and it turns out they were just lonely, porn addicted, or experimenting out of curiosity?
Usually this is seen as a bad person in the gay community. (I know this because I have gay friends and I love them just as much as my straight friends. We talk and they tell me these things.) Someone straight who is using a gay person for their experemental curiosity trip is usually seen as a bad person but 9 times out of 10 that straight person was influenced by gay people who didn’t care about thinking his issue through thoroughly. The type of gay person that only sees “you’ve been attracted to the same sex before in your life? You’re gay just accept it I don’t care what your explanation is.”

Then they listen to those people and go out and call themselves gay and ignore the inner feelings they have that tell them “this is just fun cause it’s taboo.” Because the people he took advice from about his own mental patterns told him that this feeling was nothing more than guilt that will go away when he “just accepts it”

Then he feels disgusted every time he cums, the person he’s hurting feels a hate for straight men, and then this cycle repeats when a questioning straight confides in another gay only to have his feelings brushed aside to conform to their “non conforming” agenda...

Stop telling people they’re straight without actually considering every aspect of what they say.

If he “just accepts it” Then what? He hurts his wife and just forces himself to like it with the “try again you haven’t found the right guy” Method. Even though his own brain is telling him “this isn’t fun anymore” When he cums.
Which doesn’t happen when he cums in a girl.
Why would you push confusion, I don’t understand it...

I was like that
Until I accepted the fact I am
Gay! And im not a fag I'm gay

Firstly, enjoy your fantasies and have fun masturbating to whatever you want to - if you're straight and enjoy sex with girls/wife and you are mentally, physically and emotionally fulfilled there, and yet you somehow find men best as material for a good jerk-off, have fun! Most women regularly masturbate to lesbian porn!

Secondly, the issue I have with your post though is that you try too hard to prove that you're not gay, and I'm sorry, that makes you sound like you are gay but are so deep in the closet that you are panicking and trying to convince yourself otherwise. The fact that you're repulsed by what you just masturbated to tells me that once you orgasm, you have a deep sense of shame; followed up by the need to cover your tracks out of fear, well, it's not rocket science that there's an issue there. I'm not saying that you are gay for sure, but I think you should explore your sexuality and not live in fear and denial. My friend, gay is OK.

Ask yourself this, when you're walking doing the street, who do you turn to look at, men or women? I bet it's women. You're not really gay, you have a porn addiction that's gotten way out of hand. I have the exact same problem. If I cum while I'm with a girl I'm fine afterwards, no guilt or nothing just satisfied. If I cum while looking at porn, some weird shit sometimes, afterwards I feel guilty. It's an addiction, and the first step is to realize what the problem is.

Yeah, sorry man, but I'm pretty sure you're a repressed bisexual. As long as your wife isn't a total asshole, and you're not actually cheating on her, I see no reason why you shouldn't just come clean. If she judges you when you tell her the truth, she's not a very good wife anyway.

LMFAO

There's lots of free porn.... Hairy Dave can't be that great

dude you sound like you wanna get caught by your wife.
b/c all she has to do is look at the index.dat or if she downloaded a software that allows her to see every keystroke you've made along with how long you viewed a page an how many times you have gone there.... you might want to think about using a proxy server.

Stupid!

Well I am going to make an ass of myself.. Cause I assume you have a deeply religious background and sorry for you probably subconsciously gay. I think you are attracted to men or maybe you are searching for love from your father. Who probably abused you or was absent from your life. in any rate once you are all heated up with the gay porn you are fine cause you like what you are seeing but to be totally turned off by it when your done probably means you actually are hatting yourself that you could get off to something that so offends your religious beliefs. I think if you look back and try to reason through why you got so hot with the porn you will find that its normal for you to like it.. you just dont want to KNOW you like it. I hope I made some since. I would suggest to you to please go to a head shink and see why you are doing this. you might be surprised at what you find out. And if i were you I would be honest with you wife. You might find she already knows.

why would you spend money any type of porn is kinda free u just have to find the right website.and your probably bi though.

Your desensitised to porn you are hooked on the most extreme forbidden thing you can find because thats all you enjoy anymore.

stop watching all porn for a month or two and you'll enjoy straight porn again.

Oh and for all the scum that insulted you he loves his wife and is afraid he'll hurt her.

youre gay, but you are ashamed of it.

your a jackass to your own kind. be gay, BUT BE PROUD WHILE DOING IT! and your fucking gay you sick sad fuck!

your gay, but you are ashamed of it.

Dude, to announce that you like that (which is gay...gay as gay can be, actually) and to ALL CAPS that you're not gay...not a fag, as you said. YES YOU ARE. Nothing straight about that. Get with the program!!!!