Online crush

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I am eighteen. I met a girl on Twitter, I answered her tweet asking if anybody wanted to chat, I was bored, lonely. We got along. She asked me to add her on Facebook. I did. I found out(since she didn't have a picture on Twitter) that she was a pretty seventeen year old girl, with the most beautiful brown eyes. I opened up too much, The dynamic shifted to me messaging her, her just replying...:(. I developed a crush(adolescent foolishness :/) and can't stop thinking about her. I feel like turning to alcohol and meaningless sex with drunk skanks at one of various nightclubs. I really have thought about turning to alcohol, it makes me feel happy. I want to just do anything with random women, because sexual excitement seems to fill the void. The closeness of it that I can't really fulfill emotionally. I just want to stop thinking of my beautiful online welsh crush. I bet her accent is beautiful too..:(

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  • Sky16
    14 years ago

    i have done the samething but we exchaged numbers and now we both cant stop talking to each other we talk everyday for 5 hours straight no joke. its amazing becouse we have only talked for 5 mounths an now hes says he loves me so.....

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    • JMDude
      14 years ago

      Yeah, I might ask her to start talking via webcam..

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      • mtnw
        14 years ago

        that's a good idea, then you really know at least that she isn't some creepy guy or prison inmate.

        maybe she cooled it down because you said too much too soon and it scared her.

        work it slow, you're only 18.

        the angst thing: could go on forever in some. it's all how your life rolls out for you that will be the deciding thing. i wish you luck, young man:)

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        • JMDude
          14 years ago

          Thanks :)

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  • --A
    13 years ago

    its me. ;)

    -A xoxo

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  • ~Kath~
    13 years ago

    Ditto

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  • ThePudgyOne
    14 years ago

    And never mind, lol I see the case is closed.

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  • ThePudgyOne
    14 years ago

    I'd interrogate that girl no matter what. I'd start off by asking her to chat via the webcam. If she says I don't have one then that's bullshit. You know why? I know it sounds weird but somehow these days, a lot of guys are acting like girls on the web to basically feel good about themselves but don't know it is a sign of homosexuality, they take like a game, or worse that it is trying to lure somebody for theft or murder. I'd be alerted of this scheme because I caught off a wonna be female who turned out to be a guy on facebook, glad I helped my friend before he even wanted to leave his house.

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  • mysweetbananatree
    14 years ago

    dude that's not a crush you are inlove. you neber meet the girl and you feel that way about her? thats great and also awful. don't do that really... you will hurt yourself even more. and you will also hurt other girls so please... if you need to talk you can talk to us, to me if you need but don't do that please that's not good... you will get even worse. sex it's not the sollution

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  • Mechastar
    14 years ago

    someday you will meet her and i pray that she is in r/l who she is on twitter cuz if not you could have problems

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  • Isolated
    14 years ago

    It'll be a letdown if your expectations of her aren't true.

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    • JMDude
      14 years ago

      Nah, I am over her now, got to know her, kind of a non ambitious tree hugger. I am attracted to that innocenec, but, she doesn't have the same views I have for the Celtic Nations. I see independence for them as an opportunity to work together as a power block in the EU along with the Nordic Council, and she thinks I think too much about power..

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  • mtnw
    14 years ago

    your reaction is too extreme. you fell in love with a fantasy.

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    • JMDude
      14 years ago

      Yeah I know.. But I deactivated my Facebook account and took charge by limiting it ti twitter. Typical woman(rolls eyes) it is getting better now that I am being more aloof and keeping at a distance. We are getting along again. Adolescent fooloshness? Yep. Any older people know when the angst thing ends? I have heard this crap can go on into your thirties, and onwards :/

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