Ok with being murdered?

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I know this is going to sound strange but...

I want to be murdered. I'm not suicidal, I would never do any harm to myself. I have a lot of dreams and goals in life too. My life dosent suck and I enjoy my good days, but by the end of the day I really wouldn't care if someone walked right in and shot me in the head.

I don't know why I feel like this but I ask myself all the time if I'm ready to die and the answer is always yes. I'm not asking to be killed, just saying that I would give everything away in a second, and be dead the next. I don't have a religion if that matters, is there something wrong with me?

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32% Normal
Based on 119 votes (38 yes)
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  • Couman
    11 years ago

    Makes sense to me. Once you're dead you obviously won't care, so as long as it's quick and painless, there's no reason to get upset about dying.

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  • sloppy_seconds
    12 years ago

    i'll do it.

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  • Sabaky
    13 years ago

    Kind of weird

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  • KarisaDawn
    13 years ago

    Sometimes I think that, too. But I think more of what the people around me would think, for instance if my friend is being really mean to me, I think, "If I were murdered, right now, everyone will regret what they ever did wrong to me"

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  • TheGuruOfTheSauce
    13 years ago

    Join the military, there is too many scared people. Death is the end all so be all that you can be

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  • [Old Memory]
    13 years ago

    Sometimes I thk the same exact thing. Usually it happens when I'm really calm and when I realize I've had a good life so far. Then I thk I wouldn't care if someone killed me or I died somehow right now. B/c I've had a life, and maybe I'm crazy also but I don't want to die. The feeling just comes on once in a while .

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  • Joyless
    13 years ago

    "to die would be a great adventure"
    Peter Pan

    Who knows what's normal

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  • [Old Memory]
    13 years ago

    Well it depends if you believe in god. Because if you do then you probally just want to see what heavens like.

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  • [Old Memory]
    13 years ago

    i was like that and i was diagnosed with depression. you should go talk to your doctor.

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  • Jason1980
    13 years ago

    You might have mild to moderate depression, and you just haven’t reached the point of being suicidal yet. Although, it kind of sounds like you might be suicidal, but you just don’t want to be the one to end it. You wrote that your “life doesn’t suck,” which isn’t exactly the most enthusiastic description. Maybe try improving on the areas of your life that you’d like to see changed. I know that’s sometimes easier said than done, but sometimes the smallest changes can make a big difference. Antidepressants can do wonders (I’m on one myself). If you really feel like your mood/attitude is fine, then maybe you just have a fixation or fascination with being murdered, for whatever reason. As long as you don’t harm yourself or ask someone to do it for you, then there’s probably no harm. But try to realize that the idea of being murdered is probably more pleasant than the real thing. Good luck.

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