Oh shitt, is this normal!!!!!!!!?
I have an urge Really hard to control. I want to kill people. hear them scream, watch their insides spill out then rub it all over me.. Eat parts of them then Fuck my boyfriend while We're all bloody after The murder. I think about how Sexy my bf would look with blood all over his face and how good it would feel to take a life for the fun of it. Damn it would turn me on. somehow i find myself asking my boyfriend to kill people with me of course he says No, but we play out a fantasy.Knife fetishhhhh! Is this normal? any advice? opinions? ?!?! I already see a consuler/ been there done it all. Dont wanna go back. What should I do ?