Not caring at all

Its basically very simple, I don't value social relations at all.
My brother and sister moved out of the house, they both keep saying how much they miss me but I never miss them or even think about them
When my grandpa died I simply didn't care, I used his death to get free from school and a free pass to game
I always prefer to be alone, if I am in company they usually bother me or annoy me (unless im high or drunk)

Futher I never even try to keep contacts with friends they always fade
I have currently 0 friends and only 1 person I care about but that's a other thing

Futher I have no intrest in school what so ever, personally I would like to game 24/7
I failed second year of my education and I simply didn't care or have any urge to improve anything

Also I show symptoms of a blader infection and have several wierd spots on my body what possibly could be dangerous if not treated, however I also do not care about This, I don't care with what or how I will end up becuase of those infection

Amd idk if this is relevant but I also have no cleu when I am lying to myself
Example: if I cry I have no cleu if I am sad or yust do it for attention, I can always stop crying whenever I want same with all facial expressions

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Comments ( 7 )
  • thegypsysailor

    Your post does make one wonder what you will do to put food in your belly, when the trust fund runs out? Not much income from gaming 24/7.
    Perhaps before you starve, you will grow a pair, or not. I'm guessing nobody cares, one way or the other.

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    • TheGamingOne

      I have a job, and I could make a living of youtube + twitch if I get a better pc to record and stream again (got 50.000 subs)
      And I live in the Netherlands meaning I get money from the government

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      • RoseIsabella

        That kinda gaming is lame. Does everyone in the Netherlands get money from the government? Do you have a mental or physical disability or do they just give people money for nothing over there? Just curious.

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        • TheGamingOne

          If you have no work you get something called bijstandsuitkering you get the minimum to survive

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  • justanothersomeone

    Hey, if you can make money off of youtube, cool! and your country's government gives you money?..... you are one lucky sob :D

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  • palepunk

    Pathetic

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    • TheGamingOne

      Care to explain why?

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