Normal to want women to kick my balls
This really isn't a fantasy, it's a sexual fetish I have and it's actually a fetish called ballbusting, there are even videos of it on well known porn sites.
Basically my fetish is spreading my legs apart while lying on my back and having a woman stand over me, typically nude and barefoot kick my testicles over and over while I whimper.
I've paid numerous escorts for this over the years and it's resulted in severe damage to my balls and I can't stop. The feeling of surrender and the rush it gives me is like a drug. Watching her kick and triumph me, like the ultimate surrender a man can show a woman.