Normal to like feeling intense rage ?

I have a really bad temper. At times I have beat up and hurt people I love like my brother my dad my step dad. I hate the after effects when I lose control of myself. It makes me feel like a hideous monster. But there are also times when I am deeply enraged I enjoy the feeling. It makes me feel very powerful even the worst pain I cannot feel, all I focus on is hurting whatever is in front of me. Sometimes I pour this rage onto the world. Sometimes I want chaos to rein. I want society to break down I want violence and bloodshed, fear and fighting I want things to be more simple like the old days before the world was so complex and everyone was free.

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  • a zombie

    its not that you like the rage you like the way adrenaline runs through your body as you heat up. i had it once where i was in 9th grade and i was having issues with my girlfriend and some grade 9 kid through a bit if lead from a pencil into my eye he didn't do it on purpose but i lost control went berserk and gave him a concussion luckily my friend who was bigger than me put me in a headlock until i calmed down. i never have had that feeling since but now i want instead of hurting people i want to hunt animals with a rifle.

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  • Faceless

    Try calming down. Then you fight the mailman in full suit Knight armor. Or try calming down. Id go with the latter.

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  • jdobbs

    Anyone care to comment please ?

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