No longer feeling emotions
I was abused from kindergarten a lot, mentally and physically, and since around 4th grade or so I stopped feeling emotions. I can no longer laugh, have fun or even just smile. I don't know but I think this is just very messed up. Would appreciate if you have any solutions on how to become a happy person again. Right now I'm in a state that the only thing that makes me "smile" are stupid things like Memes and similar stuff. Even my BFF can barely make me laugh nowadays.