New bad habit
For the last year, I've used coke on the weekends and have mixed results. Fun and exhilarating at first but I always end up depressed and lonely. I know I should stop but the fun part I wouldn't have anyway. The pattern is going out drinking and doing blow and hoping for a different result but I always end up alone. I've always been lonely and looking for something .... I'm always told I'm a "catch" but I'm 29 and have never been in a relationship ... is this normal? Or will I be single forever?