New awkward relationship

I have this girlfriend. We haven't been together for all that long but we have known each other for a while. The thing is I have only had one other girlfriend before her and it was long distance. My ex was also the one to take the lead in the relationship as I am extremely awkward. Me and my girlfriend recently have gotten really awkward. She had told her class about us before I even gave her the okay to and this bothers me because this is not a "traditional relationship" and I'm not out yet. She knows this btw. She has also been hinting at wanting to kiss me but I'm simply not ready yet. We haven't been dating that long and we are young. I'm pretty sure she hasn't kissed anyone yet and I don't want to waste her first. She has also been saying things like "it doesn't feel like we're in a relationship " and crap. This really bothers me since I'm extremely awkward and it isn't my fault I just won't take the first steps especially in real life since I wasn't out with my last relationship and my ex and i usually had to speak through text (the whole long distance thing). I have mental issues that she is aware of. I just need time to adjust and she isn't giving me that. I don't know what to do. I think she wants to go too fast.