Never say...never?
Im a 25 year old guy who's never had sex or kissed someone(the real deal). Neither have i been in a relationship (Yeah ..total loser) I recently just decided to come out as gay(total surprise for my friends apparently), something i had been struggling with for several years. Regardless of my sexual orientation , I feel there's a lot i havent experienced (love/sex) and i dont know where to begin ... its really frustrating. Sometimes i see a guy i like and i have no idea how to approach him. Im not shy though, and according to most my friends im not as bad looking as i thought i was, its just i fear screwing up things. I feel so unhappy at times. Sometimes i just wanna ..feel someone , y'know? Not in a sexual way necesarily, but just feel that there's someone there for me when things get rough (which happens often). It hurts to see that i get home to no one.
Im not expecting to get life changing replies here, but some feedback could help-
Is this...normal?