Never been spanked but want to be overpowered, disciplined with belt

Swim is approaching middle age and is a relatively normal ( whatever that means in this sick fucking society of ours ) heterosexually inclined male. He spends much of masturbation time fantasizing about spanking. He himself has never been spanked. Not as a child. Not as adult. He feels he has missed out. Swim likes to watch spanking porn of all sorts. Swim doesn't really care if his wishes match the normal point on a chart. Doesn't give a fuck at all. What swim wants to know is how to make the fantasy real? How to find a real disciplinarian relationship? Or evebn just to get a taste... see if reality matches intensity of fantasy. Swim thinks it's not wise to post such stuff. Swim is buzzing though. He may regret it but actually finds writing this kind of post pleasant. Swim enjoys watching spanking porn and is turned on by spankings of women but when he actually once play spanked his girlfriend was not at all turned on. Swim knows that some fantasies are not meant to be realized.

Stay Noble,
Mr. Swim