My whole life is a lie. iin?

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I'm at a point where I feel like I don't want to go on living anymore because my entire life is a lie. I'm in so deep and it's so hard to maintain.

I'm a criminal. I'm a scammer. I fuck over my own family members. I'm completely selfish and have virtually no emotion. I don't know what love is. I lie to my own kids and tell them I love them but there's no feeling behind the words.

I move all the time. I come into town and set things up then rack up bills and live for free for a while and then disappear, leaving the debt.

I don't even know how to live right. I have so much debt and legal issues that I could never resolve it all. Then on top of it I'm a horrible person so why should I bother trying?

I also think my mental health is going downhill fast. I am a sociopath with PTSD...but now I've been receiving messages from someTHING and my beliefs and behavior have been affected by the messages.

I'm tired of all of it and I don't know what to do. IIN?

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Comments ( 13 )
  • [Old Memory]
    10 years ago

    Admitting you have a problem is the first step in the right direction. You are probably going to have to hit rock bottom and face the consequences of all your actions before you wake up and gain enough motivation to change your ways.

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  • dom180
    10 years ago

    Therapists are confidential and surprisingly good at helping people.

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  • [Old Memory]
    10 years ago

    Sounds like your not so good at scamming or you wouldn't have gotten into this mess.

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  • Karmasbitch
    10 years ago

    This is interesting.
    Quit fucking people over and get some help.
    Good luck

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  • Jakki
    10 years ago

    Oh my goodness I have the same problem right now!!!

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  • [Old Memory]
    10 years ago

    Well you seem normal.

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    • RoseIsabella
      10 years ago

      Hahaha!!!

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      • Tommythecat.
        10 years ago

        Did you see that film.

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        • RoseIsabella
          10 years ago

          Which one? I want to see that new no movie about sex addicts!

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          • Tommythecat.
            10 years ago

            Sex addicts? Is that a real thing?

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            • RoseIsabella
              10 years ago

              Yeah, it really is a real thing.

              So what was the movie you were talkin bout?

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