My wellbeing is very shit so far

Ever since the March lockdown last year my wellbeing had been bad when it came to December it got to a point where I refused to eat and I refused to talk to people through the days I started to feel severely sad that I couldn't go anywhere, no matter how I try to feel happy I can't, sometimes I wish there wasn't a virus so I don't have to stay home. I am already am seeking professional help about this but I have to do this on Zoom. I sit there feeling sad about the whole thing, I feel hopeless about the entire thing, the more I look back at my old self-harm scars the more it reminds me of when I was actually depressed from 2020. People come approaching me asking me what had happened and that I look upset but I tell them leave me alone.

I know this might be a too long didn't read thing for others but I thought I might want to share this to others.

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  • RoseIsabella

    I haven't been the same since my sister's dog went blind as a result of undiagnosed diabetes. I also found out that a cousin of mine died of the virus recently, he's my third cousin, and we've never met, but now will never meet.

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  • I hear ya, I preferred going to Wal-Mart at 3am specifically to avoid people

    With something like this, try to empower yourself by being motivated to not being overcome by whatever afflicts you

    Like if you know something bad is gonna happen and the only way to not be upset or hindered is to change your perception then change your perception, don't just let the bad thing happen and wonder why you're impacted by it

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