My wellbeing is very shit so far
Ever since the March lockdown last year my wellbeing had been bad when it came to December it got to a point where I refused to eat and I refused to talk to people through the days I started to feel severely sad that I couldn't go anywhere, no matter how I try to feel happy I can't, sometimes I wish there wasn't a virus so I don't have to stay home. I am already am seeking professional help about this but I have to do this on Zoom. I sit there feeling sad about the whole thing, I feel hopeless about the entire thing, the more I look back at my old self-harm scars the more it reminds me of when I was actually depressed from 2020. People come approaching me asking me what had happened and that I look upset but I tell them leave me alone.
I know this might be a too long didn't read thing for others but I thought I might want to share this to others.