My step dad's mother is in surgery.. and i'm happy about it.
My step sister called to tell my step dad that his mother had a bad accident and now she's in surgery. I was eavesdropping and as soon as I heard what's going on, It brought a smile to my face and it made me extremely happy. I hate my step dad and his mother with a passion. Then when he told me what happened I had to fake sadness and whatnot. I'm feeling extremely weird about it all. Like I'm happy it happened, but this attitude that I'm having about is worries me. It was a really bad accident and they say she might be paralyzed from the waist down or something. Death as never swayed me a bit. I've never felt bad about it. My grandmas sister died of lung cancer, and I just don't care. Mainly because I didn't know her? Anyways, I'm seeking insults to make me feel bad about this. It's not right and I need to be scolded. Something is definitely wrong with me for feeling this way.. UGH.