My self awareness fluctuates and so does everything else.

There's times where my personality is stern, coldly analytical, and mean and sarcastic about romance, and then i'll go for long periods of time being a gullible, love sick idiot who's always goofy and shy, or just shy and barely able to talk all of a sudden for days it seems(not counting little required small talk at home.) I'm almost sure i have mild to moderate narcolepsy that makes me exhausted and extremely drowsy, but not enough to make me collapse uncontrollably.