My parents force me to be feminine
I’m a kind of masculine girl, I’ve always been. And my parents are trying to force me to become feminine by telling me “i look pretty in dresses” and telling me to fix my hair, sometimes when i want to go a place, they tell me to “fix” my hair or else i won’t go.(i always wear a ponytail).
They try to buy me “pretty clothes” and make me wear them. This makes me feel really uncomfortable. Im not comfortable “fixing my hair” or wearing “pretty clothes”. Im not even fully comfortable being masculine, but its the best choice. I think people talk behind my back because of my clothes. Sometimes i find an excuse to not go out,..because i don’t know what to show the world outside who i am. Maybe i don’t know who i am.. what should i do? What can i do? Please give me some suggestions. Thanks.