My mother's behaviour to me

Hello, sorry for my english, i never took any lessons im from belgium. i gonne do my best to make it right! So over te couple years me and my mother we had this crazy peek/spy thing i never took it seriously, because i always tought it whas no big deal. so lets start with the first time she peakt or look at me. i have this very small boxers i always sleep without t shirts in my boxers. so i lay in my bed but i move alot in my sleep, so my penis sometimes is a little out of my boxers. so that day i whas half a sleep and i heard in my sleep that someone whas comming upstairs it didnt bother me so i closed my eyes again. at this point i didnt know that my boxers where a bit up, and that you can see my thing a bit. after a while i open my eyes again because it whas so quiete . and i saw my mother standing at my door looking at my penis. at this point i saw that my boxers where a little bit up and that you can see some penis and balls. i froze i whas ashamed to move so i pretend that i whas a sleep. she stood there for maybe 10/15 min. it whas wierd she goes away and than she came back and looked. that whas my frist time. but after this time she did it every night sometimes i stay awake in my bed too see if she came at my door to look and yeah every night 1 year long she came at my door sometimes she strikes gold and alot nothing because i hide it . now you guys ask why you dont close your door. its broken one time i had a little fight with my brother and its broken. so it always stays a bit open not that mutch you need to push it to have a good look .
now back to the story she did it for 1 year, she still does it sometimes now. when i fall asleep at the cough and she is in the kitchen she always takes a look if im sleeping. one time i fall asleep on the cough and i woke up and my mother whas on the laptop with 1 hand bewteen her legs and her head bend over to look if there whas a spot where she can see my dick there whas a small spot where she could have see it but she saw that i woke up and she shoot right up like a crazy because i woke up . i dont know if she whas mastrubating but its kinda wierd i dont know what to think does she get horney from me ? or she just wanne take a look ?

one time i whas taking a bath we have tiling walls very shinny one so you can see the reflextion from the person thats in the bath . so one time i whas in bath my father whas too the football with my brother and my mother whas by her daddy. so i took a bath home alone left the door a bit open at this time i didnt know about the reflextion of the tiling walls i never stood still by that. and my mom came early home . she yelled tom where are you i yelled back on the bath she says oke or someting like that its a while ago.
she came upstairs and said to me im gonne do your laundry she says i gonne show you old cloths if you still whear time say someting so she came into the opening of the door i cant see her standing but i can see the refextion of the tilling walls that she i there and than i tought she can see my she did this with old cloths from me for 1 hour long almost . i really dont know what to think about this .

one time i tought nobody whas home its whas maybe 2 months ago i whas setting at my desk im alot there because i build pc's . so my pc whas ready to use startd it up and i whas in my shorts streaking my dick just rubbing the shorts and almost came and i saw my mother standing a little bit further from my door looking like its normal ? i almost fall of my chair she pretend like noting happends and she go to work ?

there alot more but what is this kind if behavior does she get horney or she like to wactch ? does she horney from me ? i really dont know what to think about me i really need to fix my door . when i had a girlfriend a couple mounts ago it stopped she didnt lookd at my dick and all that stuff but when we broke up she did it a bit again . thx for the comments all