My life is going nowhere
When I was 13 I got into weed and alcohol, still smoke weed all the time but I quit drinking when I was 15 because I hated hangovers. I was hometruant which basically means the bitches taught me nothing, all I know I got from books and the tv. Blew weed smoke at my mom's cat when I was 17 so she threw me out, and I lived in a party house until I was 19 (because it turned into a crack house), during this time I had a job but lost it when the salon closed so they could open a goddamn ice cream shop. When I was 19 I moved in with my friend, who ended up being my boyfriend. But oh I wasn't gay because he was trans, even though he passed %100 except for his vagina I never touched. That fell apart after several things happened, when I was almost 21. I flipped burgers at McDonald's for a while, when I was twenty. Then I moved in with my parents again and now I'm 22 jobless, smoke weed and watch fucking tv all the time. I need a change. but I can't get a good job because I have a 5th grade education. I hate living with my parents. I don't know what to do. iin.
The is it normal question is is it normal after no opportunities to get super lazy like this or am I just stupid.