My life depends on this. bad reaction to any kind of high please

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I really need someone out there to help me please im begging i know it is long but please my life depends on it

i used to smoke weed and get high feelings all the time since i was in 8th grade. i stopped smoking for a year and one night during the summer i was with some friends and they werent to close to me but i knew them pretty well. they told me to smoke out of a bong,, and without me knowing i was clearing the thick smoke because i was getting so high trying to impress them. well after it. i started looking around and things were looking like i was hillucinating. my eye sight was like moving in squares repeating itself and moving. my heart started panting really really really fast and i started shaking. Then the weird part came. it felt like my mouth was turning into peice of gum and i reaally was covinced i was chewing a real peace of gum but nothing was in my mouth. i litteraly felt like i was going to die. i kept going out of this world and i would step out of my body looking at myself and i kept begging to get taken to the hospital. but i thought i was going to die on the way so i lasted the night out with someone who kinda took good care of me i guess. lol anyways i was fine the next day and in two weeks i started having my first panic attack. Now i am scared to do anything in my life im scared to drink smoke ciggs smoke weed be around awkward situations go to work interveiws pretty much anythinggg i feel like i will have a panic attack if i do any of that. I had a surgery today and i was terrified becasue i thought i was going to have a panic attack well the doctor said that ill put laughing gas on you to calm your anxiety. WORSTE DECISION EVER! i started going unconsious and their voices were turnign deep and i litterally felt like my body was melting inside of the chair and i was turning into the chair i wanted to tell them to take the mask off me but it felt like i couldnt open my mouth to speak it felt like i was overdosing on the worste drug you could possibly think of. and i finally opened my mouth and sreamed please please please over and over and over again i couldnt stop my words but for them to please turn it off. and i was repeating my words. and as soon as they took me off of it and i started feeling un high again i came back "to life" it felt like. i dont know whats going on with me no one litterally understands.im not crazy lol im actually model and have a bright future going for me but with this happenening to me i dont know if my life will ever be the same again. PLEASE :(n im begging for a story to be out there like this. i dont know if im allergic to being high? but something is definatly wrong with me ever since that night happened in the summer. i have no life anymore and all i do is fear everything. because my panic attacks dont just feel like i cant breathe or my heart is beating super fast it feels like i am overdosing is the best way i can descibe it to you. please someone please help me?

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Comments ( 21 )
  • wanderingalice
    13 years ago

    Say no to drugs. Say yes to paragraphs and spelling.

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  • babaG
    13 years ago

    You smoked too much. It happens to newbies all the time. You were whiting out. Some people shouldn't smoke, especially ones who freak the fuck out and try to impress friends by clearing bongs all night. Allergic to highs? That's the stupidest thing I've heard all day.

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    • Justnerdyme
      8 years ago

      Paranoia is what is occurring.

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  • [Old Memory]
    13 years ago

    that sounds like an enforced health kick to me, no drugs no ciggies

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  • Gunther
    11 years ago

    There has never been a death in history just due to smoking weed.

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  • karmasAbich
    12 years ago

    I'm sorry but that's dumb..
    I smoke a lot of weed. I do feel a little soft and not completely "there" sometimes and it freaks me out a little bit but you gotta remember, smoking weed is like taking some medication. there will always be side effects, some worse then others. It's just not meant for everyone.

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  • theamazingmoe
    12 years ago

    Coulda been laced with salvia it's horrible if your not expecting it

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  • samantha13
    13 years ago

    You greened out. Too much weed! You gotta know your limit

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  • smithson876
    13 years ago

    Honest to god, start meditating. I had a very similar situation happen to me. I know your feelings all to well. I started doing calm meditation for fifteen minutes every day and after about a month, I was fine. It's all a matter of controlling your mind and not letting it control you! Look in to calm meditation. It will change your life as long as you commit yourself to it. You will not be disappointed.

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  • Esmea
    13 years ago

    It wasn't just weed it was most likely laced with something I used to be a hard drug addict you will be ok the panicky feelings will stop eventually I promise try not to stress I have been in your position only I was smoking crystal and taking x for many days. I know a lot of people who freak out when they are being put under that may have not had any relation to the drugs you did before. if it doesn't get any better after some time a dr. can prescribe you a very low dose of anxiety medication it really helps and won't make you feel weird. It's going to be ok!

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  • whosnormal
    13 years ago

    I think I can help you. The first time you wigged out set you up for a lifetime of fear, and the fear comes from never wanting to feel the way to did the first time it happened. You go into panic mode each time you think you might be in a situation that will bring on the same reaction you had the first time it happened. I know I'm talking in circles but it's like a circle. Every act you do, even going into a store is potentially setting yourself up for another attack. The fear is what's getting you. If you can rid yourself of the fear and not think about what could happen, you'll be cured. I promise. You have to get past the possibility that it could happen again. If it does happen, you have the comfort in knowing you will survive.

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  • HSVWHO
    13 years ago

    Yeah you are fucked! And it's all your fault, stop giving into peer pressure is the answer.
    See a psych mean while. He might give you some drugs that can actually calm you the fuk down.

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  • Luis0307
    13 years ago

    That's some deep shittttt!

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  • What'sMyName?
    13 years ago

    Lol Wanderingalice

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  • CillyMe
    13 years ago

    Don't do drugs... problem solved!

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  • randomjelly
    13 years ago

    Um don't do drugs?

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  • howaminotmyself
    13 years ago

    Try yoga.

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  • mayadukkha
    13 years ago

    It's important to remember that not all "weed" is the same. Alot of it now a days is laced w other things. So u might not hv just been smoking weed. This could hv a dramatic affect on certain people. I'm sorry this happened to you. But everyone should always keep in mind u might b smoking multiple other substances when u puff. By the way this is coming from a weed smoker.

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  • Sotchi
    13 years ago

    The other story is titled, "why do I feel this way :(" if you want to check it out. Might make you feel better.

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  • Sotchi
    13 years ago

    I just read another story like this on this site.... Maybe some professional help for the anxiety attacks would be something to look into? You shouldn't have to live your life in fear...

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  • TyLee
    13 years ago

    Omg!!! I am in the same exact situation as you! I have had similar very bad effects from smoking weed once and then synthetic weed two different times. I hallucinated very scary things and my heart started to beat really fast, I thought I was going to die etc... Now I can't be around weed at all, I can't drink alcohol, and I can't even smoke cigarettes or hookah. In addition now I even stay away from caffeine too. I also have terrible anxiety attacks and I'm desperate for those to stop. I'm going to try different kinds of teas to see if they help. Seriously you are not the only one I think we are just sensitive to weed/getting high and the horrible experience gave us psychological problems almost like post traumatic stress disorder or something. I don't even like to think about this at all or I get an anxiety attack.

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