My friends gf has a crush on me and i sexually fantasize about her?
My close friend has a girlfriend and she always laughs at all my jokes (even bad ones) and she's really nice and we mess around. I've seen her with her boyfriend and she doesn't like the stuff he does. He tries to touch her ass and she doesn't like it (which personally i think is very disrespectful. That is not how you treat a woman). And she acts very kind towards me. She always smiles and says hi. I think she wants to break up with him and date me. And I like her back. I would tell her but I don't know if she wants to date me because she has a boyfriend and I wouldn't like to hurt my friend like that, you know? And knowing that she has a boyfriend, when I come home from school, I almost always touch myself. I have always been very lonely and desperate for a girlfriend and I think that's why. Is it normal?