My first time
The first time I had sex was 7 years ago. She was 15 and I was 22. I thought it would be like the traditional movie scene and that it would be over in a few seconds. It lasted forever. I never even came. I ended up faking it. To make matters worse, she told me that she loved me afterwards. It was so awkward. I couldn't even say it back to her.
Does this make me a bad person? I know that I will probably be bombarded by people giving me grief over the age issue. I will ignore that. I just want to know if it's normal that my first time was like that? That I faked it and couldn't even tell her that I love her back?