My first kiss was with my cousin
When I was 14 I was hospitalized due to a suicide attempt from there I was transferred to a mental ward.
I got proscribed the wrong kind of proscription at the time which made me feel like a zombie I get the right kind of meds now but the system fucked up then.
I got many vistits from family members my cousin coming when she was able she was adopted by my mother so she came with her when she came to visit me.
Me and my cousin are about the same age and we were kinda of close growing up she was sad that I tried to kill myself and we spoke a lot.
To make a long story short when I got discharged she hugged me and kissed me and I mean really kiss me as a girlfriend would kiss a boyfriend.
Didn't really think much about it until now but is it weird that my first legimiate kiss was with my first cousin?