My feelings of knowing i don't belong here are real
Okay, I've been doing a lot of research on the web to try to find others who have been experiencing my same feelings and it turns out, I'm right (I don't feel like I'm crazy anymore). Growing up and all the way to the point I'm at now, which is 40, deep down inside I feel as if I'm somehow in the wrong time? On the wrong planet? I can't seem to get a definite answer to my feelings but I just know deep down in my soul that something is totally off. I've always studied individuals and always amazed to how every single person seems to just conform even if it could be something super crazy like what Hitler had done years ago. Nothing is ever questioned even when it could be so weird... People just tend to go with what they are told to and it blows my mind. I've never ever told or expressed any of these feelings and after reading a lot of the comments to my same question, thank God I didn't. The comments are wrong and treat whomever feels this same way as a shrug and thought of there must've been some neglect or abuse as a child. WRONG!! I wish I could put into words the way I feel so that y'all could have a better understanding but I'm just hoping someone... At least one other person will contact me so that maybe we can see if we're really alike??? I'm tired of feeling so alone and crazy even 😥