My ex girlfriend messed me up
In 1996 on my birthday my ex girlfriend broke up with me. I didn't try to date again until 2006. But every girl I approached or wanted to get to know rejected me.
So I became a fag, I bought makeup and womens clothing and started taking estrogen and antiandrogyns.. now I'm pretty much a chick. Even when I dress up as a guy people will mistake me for a women. I was in boot barn just a few days ago and one of the ladys said, " can I help you ma'am?".
So now I get all kinds of married guys and guys with girlfriends and ruin their relationships because I hate my ex so much. I just hate her. I want to ruin her life and relationship with what ever guy she is with.
Is that normal?