My deepest desire

I would give anything to be super model gorgeous. I am a female. I'm average weight, but dont where it well, i think im fat but maybe im not. Im not pretty , in fact i find myself alieny and ugly but I have been told different times i was pretty so i know im not horrible. anyways i am obsessed with models, sexy girl pics and thinspos. I lust after them but in a jealous kind of way. Im totally straight btw. I would honestly sell my soul to be beautiful. I dunno if that means anything to you but it kind of freaks me out. even if hell hounds were going to tear me up and rip me to shreds in exactly ten yrs in exchange .i would.

is that normal?

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Based on 56 votes (32 yes)
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  • It's sad, but true, that our society strongly values physical beauty; even toddlers are afraid of the elderly. The drawback is: physical beauty, even if it is achieved, won't last a lifetime.

    Since physical beauty is not available to the masses, we (as people) try to suppress the urge to value it, to civilize ourselves past our primal urges.

    You have two choices:
    1)Get plastic surgery, like Roxco suggested, or
    2)Suppress that desire and accept your rightful place in the hierarchy of physical beauty in your world.

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  • howaminotmyself

    It doesn't sound like you have much of a soul to bargain with.

    Supermodels are not pretty. They are freakishly shaped and paid to look non human.

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  • AlexisGIO08

    Yal who think beauty is everything you're 100% wrong. And I'm not talking about beauty comes from the inside bulshit, im talking about those frigan models you worship. Guess what, all of them have flaws. You may not be able to see them in thw photos..but they are as real as ours. Nobody in this world is perfect, even when it appears they are. We r all different and unique...from the prettiest girl to the average girl to the girl who may not have the looks but a passion that shines brighter than 1, 000 suns. I love to look good and feel good, but to go as far as saying you'd be willing to go to hell and bw torn apart by hell hounds just to obtain beauty. ..now that is the stupidest shit I've ever heard! Your saying all those things, but do you know what it actually means? I don't know you and I'm telling you, youre beautiful. Don't be fooled by society. Be you & only you. It took me a long time to figure shit out but now that I know what makes me happy I embrace it! Be you! I watch a video every once in awhile to remind myself that beauty isn't everything. Go on youtube and check out "Ugly the cat." Seriously, watch it!

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  • VougeBabex

    Beauty should be exposed for your husband, and preserved otherwise.. :) Its yourself as a person you have to work on.. The inner-slef, yours soul. That happens through your way of life. An the true way of life is islam.. So you can gain your place in heaven. Its a beautiful way of life <3 xxx

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  • Crudhouse

    Leave the US, stop watching so much TV, stop reading nonsensical magazines and make sure you exercise your brain and body frequently. You'll be fixed in around 6 months.

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  • saulhudson

    be happy with what you are

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  • Sweetz

    I wish i were a supermodel too i just love the way they carry themselves nicely. Being tall and slender is beautiful to me. im short :|

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  • xxxbeautifullybrokenxxx

    I feel exactly the same as you I would give anything to be flawless and super thin. The only thing I don't want is to be tall but anyway... I really understand cause I'll get super skinny but then I always gain weight back so it sucks! :(

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  • the_nick30

    Man Up.

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  • ithinki'mnormal

    sticks and bones don't do it for me, and most models look kinda fake

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  • "death becomes her" was a good film, watch that it doesnt end pretty

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  • roxco

    I mean surgery

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  • roxco

    Take out loans and get plastic sturgery

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  • spacerandy

    It appears you've been brainwashed. Beauty is such a subjective, and most of all, temporary thing. Would it really be worth trading your life to be a super model? Really?

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