My brother abused me and my mom over 10 years.
My younger brother is 25 years old.
Over 10 years, he abuses me and my mom, physically and emotionally.
Few months ago, my brother hits me and my mom.
I tried to call the police. But he used his physical power to stop making the phone call.
So I wanted to get out of the house and get help from the next door.
But he knocked me down and I could not move.
He is a currently graduate school student.
My mom pays his tuition since his undergraduate school.
He does not work. My mom begged him to work.
However, she still supports him financially. She even pays his monthly transportation fees and everything.
I do have a father who consistently visits us once a year.
He knows everything about the past. Unfortunately he is the one who ignores the violence.
Every time my mom and me try to get help from my father,he always blames on my mom because he thinks my mom makes him growing up like that.
My brother is afraid of my father because he can not control of his father.
My father abused me, my mom , and my brother since I was young (over 10 years).
So Once my father visits us, my brother transforms into the one of the angels.
Then my father leaves us, my brother tries to control of us again.
The problem is that my mom and father wants to keep the family together.
They wants to hide all the dirty family secrets from the public.
To my father and brother, all incidents of violence are just memories...
They do not understand I still have the pain..
My personality has been changed.
I hate people who have two-faced.
My brother and father are gentleman to other people. Their friends have no idea about their true color.
Today again..my brother looked for chicken for his dinner.
My mom told him she does not have any chicken for today.
He complained about it. He insulted my mom with no reason. My mom is broken now. She cried and cried today..
My father just blamed on my mom through the phone and said to my mom to shut up and die.
Why do I be the witness to these people??
Why do I have to be hurt???
I am not my brother's parent.
I am just his family member..
The past is repeating.
No one knows it. No one helps me.
My relationship with my mom and father is getting worse..
I am tired of everything..
I really can't take it anymore..
This is my first time to express myself about my family secret to the public.
And I want to ask the question and hear everyone's opinion.
Do I have a normal family?
or
I am the only one,not normal??