My boyfriend wants me to smoke pot with him
I've been dating my boyfriend for a little under a year now, and I can say that he's the greatest guy I ever been with. Recently he invited me and few of his other friends over to his house. We ordered food and played some video games, but then after, he and them decided they wanted to smoke a few bowls. I didn't want to at first, but then he convinced me to. I'd never smoked weed before, so obviously I was skeptical, but I didn't want to disappoint him. It burned in my lungs, and I ended throwing up in the bathroom. Some of them laughed at me, which only added to how uncomfortable I felt.
To be honest, I was glad when it was over and everyone went home. Fast forward to next week, and he invited us over again. All of this was shocking to me because up until then, I didn't even know he smoked. Rinse and repeat of last time. It took some convincing but they didn't make me try it again. We had an argument after they left. He said that I wasn't doing the one thing he had wanted me to. I don't like seeing him mad, and that was never what I meant to happen.
I feel like I'm stuck between a rock and hard place. On one hand, I don't want to try it again, because of what happened the first time. But on the other, I don't like making him mad. Especially when he's normally so sweet. I just don't know what to do.