My boyfriend hits me when we have fights and thats quite often.

I'm 19 and my boyfriend is 21. We started dating 9 months ago and it all started when he started getting possessive and he doesnt like me drinking. so one day i got drunk at a party and went out with another guy friend of mine just for a drive who dropped me off at my boyfriend's place, after he left my boyfriend took me to his place and hit me across the face for the first time and did it again when i asked him what did i do wrong. since then it has become his habit to slap me really hard when he gets angry during fights and even twists my arm and pulls my hair inpublic when he thinks people arent watching. The worst thing is that once i told him that i'm here only for sex,right? and he said'if that's what you think then he raped me. i kept crying and he kept doing it. we still have fights and he still slaps me and shoves me but the thing is that I DONT FEEL BAD. its like i like being submissive to him and i love him a lot and i love him acting like my husband whne he does that. I need help on what i should do

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  • Ratman2

    There is a future for you in porn. Do you realize you can get paid big time letting guys smack the living shit out of you? You'll have to suck a lot of cock, take a load or two in your face. But a really dumb piece of shit bitch like you can make big money. Get rid of that loser and let's talk. Okay?

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    • finn

      I agree with Ratman. You are a "really dumb piece of shit bitch". There must be a high bridge in your town somewhere.

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  • I-is-normally-normal

    Step:1
    Call police/sexualabusehotline

    Step:2
    Get your family members for help

    Step:3
    Move on

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  • Crow

    There are plenty of people who are into receiving pain but if he's using violence as his go-to response when he feels pissed at you it's not a good sign. I'd suggest leaving him.

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  • atlasgirl

    wait for more ! next time he will kill you

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  • Lifeistooshorttotakeseriously

    What is wrong with you? Seriously!!!!

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  • Rusty-Rider

    Get out as fast as you can.
    Men who hit women don't change, they only get more violent.
    Your boyfriend is a mental case.

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