My boyfriend hits me*
Okay so Ive been with my boyfriend for like 4 going on 5 years now and I really love him. But sometimes he hits me when hes mad at me most of the time when he is drunk he will like smack me and grap me push me punch me choke me etc. And still he tells me he's sorry or he doesnt remember blah blah , and he cant even keep promises with he it seems like he cares about spending time with he's friends more then me. Last nite he told me he was going to come home at 12:00am and he didnt come home and i waited up till like 2:00 am and there was no show so i called a taxie to bring me down to where he was hanging out at and i went there and he got really mad saying why the fuck are you hear your fucking stupid and he grabed me and took me in to the bed room and started yelling at me and hitting me, and i was so scared cause of he look on his face he was so mad. And there was this one time where we all were at my friends house and he was drunk and we got in to a lil fight and he took me in to the bathroom and it try to drowned me and he took a bucket of water and poored it all over me i was screaming and my friends heard and it pulled him back. and there was this other time when he went to the club and he didnt want me there so he took me in to a dark conor and started hitting me in the face like I was man and i had big bumps of my face after that. He can go so mean and violent like i dont know what to do cause he tells me he loves and he buys me things but i dont know anymore what should I do?