My boyfriend cums so easily to porn?
I'm a semi-insecure teenage girl who wants to know if it is normal for her 18 year old boyfriend to masturbate to porn. My boyfriend goes to the gym (we workout together) and eats a lot of food. He isn't a shy person, but he hates seeing me upset so when I ask him if he thinks certain pornstars are sexy, he says... "It's not that they are sexy, I like watching porn and masturbating to it because I pretend that you're the girl doing that stuff to me."
We haven't had sex because I'm worried that things will go wrong (i.e, he won't stay hard, he won't cum, i won't know what to do)
He used to be the kind of person who would talk to all these girls but none of them would actually do anything sexual with him (even though they always talked dirty on the internet together) Before being with each other, neither of us had any sexual experience with anyone (apart from kissing).
When we first started going out, he would get hard if I sat on him (straddle position) but now he will hardly get hard when I try to make him. (maybe because i was his first girl in reality?)
When i give him blow jobs, he takes forever to actually ejaculate and 95% of the time, he does it himself until he is about to ejaculate because i can never get him to reach that point. I have tried talking dirty and videoing me give him a blow job. i have even sent him videos of me shaking my bum and bending over.
one day we were doing 69 and he just went soft. i tried doing everything i could but as soon as he got porn up on his phone, he cummed.
Whenever i went down on him he used to love it but now i get the occasional "stop", "not now", "let's just cuddle"
I get really jealous. It's pathetic! We both communicate to each other a lot and tell one another everything but when i try to talk to him about who he thinks is attractive, i get very upset. (We talk about this because i feel that hopefully it will make me used to the fact that everyone is attracted to other people)
I have been insecure all my life and when he watches porn it makes me feel like i'm not worth it even more. I know i'm not an ugly thing but weight has been my problem. I'm 166cm and i weigh 63kg. We both agree that i'm not skinny and he says he likes girls with a bit of meat on them and that i have the perfect body, but then he likes girls with flat stomachs? it's so so hard to believe him when he says i'm beautiful.
I feel like he doesn't think i'm as attractive as he says I am. I'm not fat, but i haven't got a completely flat stomach yet, and every person he has told me that he thinks is attractive, has a flat stomach. he tells me i'm the most beautiful girl he's every laid his eyes on, but if that's true, then why does he watch porn? why can i never (by myself) finish him off? i've watched him wank and he did it in 2.5 minutes. Maybe i'm not good at it? We spoke about his fantasies and i have tried my hardest to fulfil them.....