My bad habbits

i became obsessed with masturbation i did masturbate with my pillow even when i didnt have a boner which had no effect and forced my penis to get hard i hope i didnt break anything. also i cant orgasm anymore i stopped doing this frequently and i could orgasm again also i dont exercise because i am always so tired and stressed out about this and sugar is addicting specially candy and i cant see a doctor for awhile. so is this normal?